somebodaaay stop me!

LOL i love my title of the blog!! its fr a show.. i bet u noe it.. its abt a guy.. when he wears a masks den his whole face will turn green then he will gooooooo craaaaazzzaaaayyyy!!
well! thats exactly what i am feeling right now.. i am so darn frustrated! i hate that all the thingys are in my head right now! my head i feels like its gonna explode soon! feel like sleeping the whole day long! if possible for a few days straight.. many would say maybe its because ur finals are coming.. some say : aiya u girl ma.. PMS some would say : ming rui! hang on!! u can do it!!
dudeeeeee!! the point is i really cant.. im not as perfect u think i am! i wanna jump, dance, scream, yell, rap, do something that i think i would not do! but then once again.. im a coward! i cant do it.. i cant go screaming like some crzy fella.. i cant jump like no one's business i can rap! i wanna yell but there is nothing coming out! i wanna..i wanna.. i wanna.. that all i can say.. but will i do it? NO i wouldn't why? cuz easy! im scared! im sooo darn scared!! scared of whattt?? you tell me.. cuz i dont know either...

p.s : things were so much easier when i was still a kid!

revamp!

revamp : to change something!!!

everyone's gotta change but obviously in their own different ways and style.. a hair dresser, she/he can revamp someone's style so something more classy or even something more 'in'.. a teacher.. he/she can revamp the method he/she teaches in class so that more students will pay attention on class.. a CEO.. he/she can revamp the organization ways of working of even revamp the mission of his company.. a beggar.. he/she can stop begging and instead to get a job that would at least give him/her some earnings..

A student.. he/she can revamp her/his studies and tries to become a brighter student each and everyday.. to cut it short.. REVAMP! a new word i have learnt today =)

A quote by Pablo Picaso : 'Action is the foundational key to all success'.

new.

what comes across our mind when the word NEW comes into the picture?

new car? new phone? new boyfriends? new girlfriends? new school? new house?

what i am trying to say is that usually we would be branded as spoilt brats if we get new things all the time.. but on the other hand we having new things quite often is not that bad.. well it depends on what are the "THINGS" that we are talking about.. lets take for example.. a new day.. we would wake up early in the morning and tell ourself that ok! today would be a better day than yesterday.. next up a new post for my blog.. good! i have something new to be shared with you guys and hopefully it makes u all feel happy after reading it! =) *i bet u guys are smiling like pigs now =D*

something that i had learned for the past few days.. think positively.. be crazy if that is what calms you down.. but remember as a NEW day comes.. tone down your crazyness.. and i know what i am gonna say right after this doesnt really suit the title of the blog but i just gotta say this.. sometimes its best to keep our mouth shut and wait for the right time to come.. got this lesson while talking to audrey last niteee.. i miss you indian! heartss! =D alrighty then.. gotta go.. ada dinner date with my friend!! LOL

p.s : english essay due tomorrow morning! YEEELLLLPPP!!!

something different!

gotta thank my friend DEBBIE for this.. i wanted to share with you guys what happened today but i was kinda lazy to blog it right now.. but then i always enjoy reading her blog and that kinda motivated me to blog it right now.. so here i am blogging. =)

it was a normal saturday morning-noon when i woke up (11.30ish) and i am in college (negeri sembilan). what made today different from the other saturdays i use to spend here was that ard 14 of us (chinese-buddhist students) decided to go and seek for blessing in a temple nearby since our finals are just around the corner.. so we set off at 12.30 and went for lunch in the small town (kuala pilah). one of my friend LI SHAN she took us a kopitiam.. its like a local version of OLD TOWN KOPITIAM in KL.. its smaller, less organized, food taste less good but it was edible la.. so boleh laa.. right beside that small kopitiam is the shoe shop BATA. okay here is something that runs in my blood. i am a shoe DESTROYER! i bought two pairs of black PVC shoes a few months ago (its to be worn here during classes and lectures) and guess what both of them cant be seen in public anymore! shoe number 1 : there is like a hole so that my big toe will stick outta it! and shoe number 2 : the heels sorta broke! haha so it was the right place and time.. i bought another new pair of PVC shoes! it cost RM40 man!! dudeeeee~ its not stylish and it does not even have a pattern! i am fussy about shoes and that shoe.. if it wasnt bcoz i cant wear any other shoes to class I WILL NOT BUY IT!

after our lunch owh here comes the FUN part.. i left something out just now.. hw did we get to the kopitiam? two uncles here whom we know drove an unser and a iswara there.. to send us thr.. so after lunch we called the uncle and ask him to send us to the temple nearby.. the uncle with the unser car came and asked :" who here ada driving licence with them now and can drive a manual car?" immediate reaction.. ME ME ME!!!! haha.. everyone looked at me.. its like they dont belief it.. the guys aso.. so well in the end i drove the car.. tailed the uncle to the temple.. the funny thing is.. this car.. the driver's door.. u cant close it properly.. the dashboard's lock karat ord.. always come out.. the driver's seat u cant push it forward.. the air-cond.. woahhh! it blows hot air out! the booth.. cannt close.. so u can imagine la what car i drove in a small town with bumpy roads! i managed!! BANGGA! *clapsss.. come on clap alongg!!* haha..

after temple i drove to the one and only supermarket in the area.. econsave.. we bought loads of junkie and some fruits.. we took pictures in the supermarket.. yup.. this is how lifeless we people are.. LOL im suppose to upload the pics here but im tooo lazy.. but i will upload it is FB asap =)

after shopping.. we headed back to the college.. and not long after that we went to the chinese restaurant for our dinner.. we took the fruits together with us.. the original plan was to ask the restaurant to cut the fruits for us.. but i guess they are busy so they gave us knives and plates.. its self-service.. had fun cutting fruits and had more fun eating them!! haha well i guess this is one of the most interesting saturdays in kuala pilah, negeri sembilan =)

just be yourself.

i dont really get why some people are just so not them (in a harsh word FAKE). cmon! how old are we now? well majority are already 18 and maybe some are still 17 (me!) but isn't that OLD enough for you guys to realize that faking and trying to be someone you are not is just like plunging a knife into ur lungs! PEOPLE! even in the movies they keep showing us that the consequences we gotta face if we try to hide our real self! why are we so ashamed of who we are!? we like to talk abt people's life.. how wealthy they are.. yada yada yada.. how about looking at how lucky we are!! even the smallest thing.. for example. we are staying in malaysia.. we are considered lucky people.. we do not have to live in fear like the people in palestine who are constantly shocked by the loud sounds of firearms and boms! we do not have to feel insecure abt the natural disasters that might strike us anytime like the people in indonesia!! and honestly right now.. i just cant stand people like that anymore.. YES! i wont deny that most people go through the stage where you wanna be someone you are not but eventually you have to wake up! WAKE UP!! because if you continue being not you.. it will end up bad.. i mean REAL BAD! try finding friends that you feel comfortable with.. because in this beautiful world everyone has different characters and i am pretty sure that you can any human can find their own kinda species here. and life will turn GOOD after that. No more poker faces my friend!

today.

howdy y'all!! how are ye doin?! LOL.. pardon the lameness in me today.. had been sleeping supa dupa late for the past two days and obviously having problems in waking up in the morning too!! haha!! BEST THANG IS!!!! *drumrollssss* IM HAVING ASSEMBLY TOMORROW!! weird huh.. on a wednesday.. well here our assemblies are only once a month and its on wednesdays! so yea we do not have to kumpul everymorning like what we do in seafield! =) and we are suppose to be down at 7.15 am sharp TOMORROW! for those who knows me really well.. I AM A HEAVY SLEEPER! i can sleep like 12 hours straight! so yea.. so far for the past few days i have only been getting 4 hours sleep max! it explains my blurrness in the morning =) heeeeheeee.. alrighty then i better start doin my homework!! its piling up up up up !!!!

back in kmns.

its 1.20 am and its 16/9/2010 (wednesday) haha.. gotta wake up kinda early tomorrow.. gonna hit the one and only store in this small town.. ECONSAVE.. nice name huh.. i guess you can really save ur $$ there.. things are kinda cheap.. but lets talk abt TODAY! had 4 hours of lecture.. damn tired.. half of the students are not back yet.. still in the raya mood.. loads of homework to catch up.. (accounts chap 7&8, business chap 9-13, economics chap 6, math chap 7&8) woahh.. head rush huh.. haha!! did not stdy last nite.. had band practice.. kinda fun in a way.. played malay songs laa.. turned out not that bad.. sounds kinda nice.. will be playing the keyboard with another two people.. 3 keyboard playerss.. hehe.. not bad huh.. the teacher.. not gonna deny it.. he is TALENTED! he can play the drums, bass, electric guitar, acoustic guitar and the keyboard well!! salute salute!! =)